Inadequate

Today I just feel defeated. I miss my son so much. The pain is so heavy I can’t bear the weight anymore. I just want to crawl into a bawl beneath my covers and never wake up. On top of missing my son I am living in constant fear that they are going to remove the baby I’m pregnant with. I don’t know how I can go on living anymore. I don’t understand how dhs can do this to someone. They have destroyed me. They have destroyed my family. They have not made it better. They have only caused severe trauma.